I'm sad... =( =(








nothing goes right.. =( =(

the memory of yam cha

Always the gal jio yam cha.. kang tao ah zui (in hokkein) wan.. let's see what happen.. =)

the coffee shop that v always hang out..

the other day ( yesterday) ....

see see see.. emo emo.. hehe..

gossip gossip.. the gal's job.. hehe..

our table damn dirty hor.. nor.. the gal la.. accidently pour the drink out.. left half of it.. =( n the super straight waiter.. gosh.. is like standing there bai pose only.. at least wipe it up rite.. they can stand there n staring at us only.. beh tahan le.. plus, everyone staring at us.. so pai se le.. =.= den v all act like duno each other.. hehe.. the only thing v can do.. hehe..

sorry to other cousin.. cos its too late d.. so dint ask for yam cha.. next time ya.. i noe u very kind wan.. will forgive me de hor.. hehe.. thanks first.. =)

Dying

i'm tired!!!! Pls.. show me something that is 'for sure'..


There are so many questions proping out from my mind.. but no one of them i able to solve it.. wth rite.. i hate myself for being like this.. i have no more energy to wait and wait and wait.. the situation dont allowed me to do so.. what should i do now??? why everythings seem so complicated?? Aaaaa............... the feeling of hating myself.. haiz.. gonna crazy soon.. =( =( =( i tot i m alrite.. but i m not.. aizs.. how? how? how? not in the mood.. leave me alone..................

Emo shit.

But the more u fell,
The wound seemed to heal faster,
The pain seemed to be calmer,
And u seem to know better,

The more u fall,
u seem to get tougher,
u seem to grow stronger,
And u seem to evade the pain faster,

And finally u will realized,
That success doesn’t come easy,
That pain is your best friend,
And the route to your success is preplanned.

~~ CC

船到桥头自然直

~~ victor

studies agian.. make me think out of my mind.. aizs.. =( emo shit..

by the way.. thanks 2 all my frien who trying to console me.. concern bout me.. even trying to make me happy.. thanks.. reall thanks.. i love u guys.. i will be alrite soon.. dun worry ya..

i'm not shorty laaa!!!

my daddy - the one who cursing me short.. know what.. i was passed by his room.. he is sitting there after went for exercise.. den he called - wuei gia (means shorty in hokkien)- come over here.. actually i knew he called me.. i used 2 it d.. but wen i wanna walk over there.. i was like paused.. i was thinking tat i m not shorty.. why should i go over there.. dun wan bother at him.. den i asked him who u called just now?.. noe what he reply.. he said see who is the shortest here.. =.= i was like * correct oso hor *.. what to do.. pity me.. =( wait wait wait.. uncle.. its bcos of inherited by u n mummy de genes only will become short wan wei!!! hor.. now still dare to say me short o.. =( =(

I miss her...

Guess wat.. i met the little cute gal in jusco.. hehe.. guess who is she??? ====== *suminyoeh*.. =) u guys sure miss her oso le.. but too bad u all dun have the chance to see her.. haha.. yea.. she still the same.. never changed.. i mean her internality.. still the cute. kind. n super skinny gal.. hehe.. wei my dear.. u better eat more n more n more a.. so skinny la.. later ppl take advantage to bully u le.. so MUST eat more a!! nvm la.. i will protect u wan.. hehe.. i will be there for u wen u need me.. always.. =) touch le.. dun cry dun cry.. hehe..


Erm.. i think u over-stress d la.. dun put too much pressure on yourself k? jux try ur best for everything.. that might be perfect d.. seriously.. =) =) promise.. v will meet again.. rite? brings along see bee.. i miss her very much too.. =(


Gal.... Gal.... dun worry about me.. I'm fine here.. =) wish you good luck in everything.. =) send u a big big smile.. stay happy ya..

01-01-2009

Happy New Year 2009.. =) forget all the sad stories and welcoming the new ones.. =)
Its a new life for everyone..
Of course.. a new life for me too.. I'm wondering how my future will be.. but for sure.. i will try my best to make it more n more n more fantastic.. it must be full with happiness.. hehe.. hope so la..
For the past.. i had tried, learnt and experienced many things.. And this way to improve myself..
i m holding the moment that i spent with my family and my friends.. the moment when i was sad.. the moment when i was happy.. and also the moment when i was confused.. they did assist me along the journey in 2008.. =) Thus, i will never regret to have 2008.. the year tat contains lots n lots n lots of memories.. i appreciated it.. =) thanks to my friends and family who gave me a sweet sweet year.. =) =) bye bye 2008..