Leave some space for me k?
sometimes,
i need my freedom..
i need my privacy..
i wish to do watever i wan without any reason..
without any explanation..
i know mayb u r concern about me..
but its my life..
i wan the life that i belongs to..
i wish i can enjoy my life till maximum..
really hope tat u will understand..

but,
at the same time i dun meant to hurt u..
i know how much u sacrify for me..
i know how much u care bout me..
i do feel touch..
i do appreciate it..
really really thanks for those stuff..
but,
mayb u use it in the wrong way??
o mayb the wrong person??

anyway..
sincerely hope tat u will stay happy everyday..
i want to see ur smile..
the happy face.. =) =)

sorry.......

Uni life..

uni life is not as nice as i tot/expected..
uni life sux!!
uni life is totally difference with the life in college and high school.. its so boring..
no much communicate wit each other..
seldom mix around..
dint play n crazy all the time which i used to be in college n high school.. they looks so serious..
the non-stop of laughing sound will never appear.. =(

i think this is the so called uni life.. since when i involve in uni life.. i wonder.. everyone living in their own life, their own world.. they have their direction to go.. their goal to achieve..
but, i would like to ask, did u enjoy the journey of achieving the goal?
yes.. i agree tat they are mature.. seems like I'm the childish one in uni.. =.= (hello.. i have my mature image oso le.. just dint show out only ma =p)

uni life is not a short term for me.. it takes me 4 years to complete.. how can i do within the 4 years?

I'm not emo.. i just realise that my life had changed.. the laughing sound become lesser d.. =( i miss the moment that i spend in college and high school.. miss it so so so much.. i will always remember the friends who gave me lot of memories.. =)

oh well.. anyway.. the memories had become the past..
wat i have to concern is my future rite? blablabla.. whatever la..
i know i will enjoy my uni life.. no worries my frien.. =) I'm optimistic.. hehe..

to my one of my uni frien who looks so down everyday, cheer gal!! things will getting better.. it takes time.. dun be so emo d ya.. since im there to cheer u up.. haha.. =) i understand ur feeling.. cos i had been gone through the moment.. (its like refuse to talk.. cant even smile.. have no mood at all) but what to do rite.. life still have to go on rite? =) be happy gal.. =)

Recently, i have no idea what had happened between my friends.. they used to be very close who always hanging around and having fun together.. still remember they like to make jokes all the time.. but now, everything had turned to the worst.. i think there might be a big fight between them.. i not dare to ask.. it become a sensitive topic for us.. =(
i feel so uncomfortable with their current situation.. hope they will solve it up and getting better..
my friends, do remember tat friendship forever k? not tat easy to link up a relation.. take it easy.. u will be more relief.. trust me.. =)

Busy busy busy..

hey guys,
i will be quite busy these days.. =(

the list of the upcoming events
1. class test
2. ielts test ( have to score band 7 at least.. =( hope i can get it )
3. study for biosc (a book with a thickness of 2.5cm.. but i had never open it.. =.= cos i dislike bio.. hehe..)
4. attend for grandma's bday
5. organise all the notes

sooo, im so sorry if i dint reply u guys msg.. (actually im lazy to text d.. i prefer call.. =) save time)
straight away call me if have any urgent or if u guys miss me.. =)

** Attention pls.. recently i becoming a good gal n hardworking gal.. (terpaksa wan) hehe.. so, dun try to spoil my study mood ya.. =)

爱情,
它究竟是什么东西??
复杂?? 简单?? 或许只是个陪伴??
它永远是个未知数....
总是因为它而遗失方向....
总是经不起考验的我...
选择了放弃....
总是期待着一段更完美的爱情..
但,
它真的存在吗?

在爱情的世界,
没有对与错.
只是，
你的真心，他感受到了吗?
你的表现，他看见了吗?

爱情,
不是随口说说而已,
它需要用行动证明
你对他的爱..
一旦说出了,
你就得对它负责..
这才是真正的爱情...


寻找着一段永远的爱情.... =) =)

Eva.. a phrase for u.. =)

A painful day..

haiyoooo.. pity me la.. here pain there pain.. =(

Tis morning, went to have a cup of coffee with empty stomach.. so now having gastric.. =.= and i did know wat's the feeling of getting gastric.. hehe.. damn pain wei.. tak ada try tak tau.. sudah try baru tau.. hehe.. saya sudah takut la wei.. but im addicted with coffee ma.. wat to do.. =p

Then, tat imu staff was calling me.. ' u have to submit ur hepatitis b report and ielts registration slip by this fri' .. haiz.. know wat.. imu is the most ma fan wan.. wat oso need like ielts, muet, hepatitis b.. wth rite.. they its like too free d.. jux finding something to do.. =.= okay.. well, so i have to go for blood test lo.. gosh.. pain la k? stupid dum dum.. ask me to go for hepatitis test.. what for la.. really beh tahan.. so now.. my hand cant take too heavy stuff.. =( and who say its jux like red ant's bite.. hey the pain its like bite for so long and wont leave ur hand.. make me feel so uncomfortable now.. like my hand cacat-ed.. haiyooooooo...
but nvm la.. at least i done my hepatitis test.. =) =)

Its too late to apologise.. (Benny 2009)

So so so sorry edwin.. i really really duno u r leaving.. =( and i really really dint received any of ur msg.. i think i m the last one who noe tat u currently in Sydney rite.. me damn bo xin hor.. sorry..
nvm la.. i m the special wan.. be the last one who knew it.. hehe..
but too bad.. its really too late.. unable to attend ur farewell party.. =(
have to wait until November only can meet u..
i will be missing u so much.. really must take care of yourself there ya..
all the best to you.. =)
no worries.. i won forget u.. =) and i will say hi edwin.. =)
o ya.. now i dun wan to be the last one who noe everything d ya.. i wan to be the updated wan.. hehe..

Reluctant to let go.. =(

Benny.. feel kinda sad with ur latest decision.. i think its ur final decision oso.. finally u make up ur mind d hor..

i feel sad..
now i have lesser frien to chat with,
to take train wit,
to hang out wit,
to gossip wit,
to play wit,
to ask wit (always you r the one who paying attention.. while me n qian are chatting.. hehe.. ) ,
and no one there to protect n care bout me n qian d lo.. =(
i will be missing u so much in the class..

if can.. i would like to say.. benny, pls stay with us in pharm..
but.. tat's ur future.. so i won stop u from making any decision..
plus i oso think tat medic will be more suitable for you.. =) so go ahead with ur decision ya..
no matter wat.. i will support you.. hehe..
no worries.. u will having fun in medic too..
jux tat u will feel boring cos dun have me n qian there to chat wit u.. hehe..
anyway.. v will hanging out together since v r staying in the same block apartment.. =)
All the best to you ya.. =)

Scorpio

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers.. Can be a good friend but if disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

For scopio people, true har? =) =)

Angry. Frustrated. Sad.

Aaaaaaaa..... so hope someone here for me to release my angry-ness.. haiz.. its like a sudden.. everything are not going well.. so many stuff bugging me.. i tought i had completed my stuff.. i tought its time for me to take a breath.. but now, the situation doesnt allow me to do so.. i hate it.. my timetable is in a mess.. wth... can everything be solved?? pls... =( =(

Gamble gamble n gamble..

the only thing v can do during chinese new year rite?

i'm addicted with mahjung recently.. hehe..

the first year i started to play mahjung..

so addicted with it..

yest play with YY, DJ, BD, PY n JS..

after that play with the cousin till midnight..

crazy crazy..

hehe..

horhorhor..

the last day for me to enjoy..

...............

O ya..

noe wat..

i everyday eat eat eat.. non stop wei..

especially the green pea cookies.. damn nice wei.. =)

gain weight again.. hehe..

nvm la.. going to start school d..

will slim down again de hor..

(consoling myself =))