Monday, December 29, 2008
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
" Think Wrongly If You Please,But Think For Yourself"
Respect for self, Respect for others,
Responsibility for all your actions.
When you are content to be yourself,
Not to compare or compete,
Everybody will respect you.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
1. dun put food, snack in front of me..
2. dun ask me out for roti canai..
3. only fruits are allowed..
thanks for cooperation.. i appreciate it.. =) =)
Saturday, December 27, 2008
guess wat.. i did many stupid things on tat day.. =.= i went 2 hawker centre 2 eat.. den my uncle ask me 2 order drink.. but i order from the person who jux pass by.. she stare at me and den walk away.. so xia sui rite? my god.. really have no face d la.. i'm sorry.. i tot she is the person who sell drinks.. =.= okay.. fine.. after that v went for shopping.. again.. i wanna ask the sale gal bout the price.. but i ask their customer.. =.= she duno how 2 answer me.. gosh.. what happen with me.. something wrong wit my eye d la.. so so so pai se laaa.... wo mou min le la.. =( n that sis and cousin keep laughing at me.. =.=
** sry guys.. i will upload my photo in my friendster.. view from there ya..
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
phewwww.. wat a relief.. finally.. =)
my life will be fantastic right now.. wooowooo..
so everyone.. let's cheer up.. enjoy life.. =)
sry guys.. i will blog wen i free k? nowaday busy wit my cousin's wedding.. 2 cousin's wedding.. gosh.. =.= but i oso hope they will get a perfect wedding.. since its once a lifetime event.. =)
Monday, December 15, 2008
act not i dun dare 2 take my result.. jx the only uni i wish 2 go is monash.. i really nt interested in others uni.. n the only course i wan 2 take is pharmacy.. im nt interested wit other courses.. so.. as a conclusion.. i must go monash study pharmacy!! i must!! but guess wat.. the entry requirement is bloody high.. TER90 wei.. how can i enter wor? tell me wat should i do if monash dun 1 me? =( seriously.. i noe my standard.. i think i cant meet the monash's requirement.. the only thing i can do is pray hard.. i wish i m good luck enough 2 ngam nagm pass the requirement.. =.= .. my god, pls.. a chance for me 2 get wat i want.. pls pls.. i will be a very good student wan.. i swear.. lll (tis is my three finger).. sincerely hope i can enter monash..
okay la.. hope the god will help me la.. dun 1 remind myself bout the result d.. tata guys..
Friday, December 5, 2008
okay.. let's talk bout the trip..
i enjoy in the theme park..
i do try those exciting game.. especially the pirate.. hehe..
yea.. just 5 of us plus a camera gal.. haha..
kakak saya, adik saya dan saya.. =)
yea.. starbuck until 2 onli go oi oi.. =)
the 1st game v took.. hehe..
queue up for watching 4D - enchanted
v play for the second time.. *Peace* =)
The 3rd day in genting.......
gonna leave genting d.. =(
my lovely parent.. =)
Okay.. tat's all.. i have 2 sleep d.. good nite guys.. have a sweet dream..
Monday, December 1, 2008
Guess wat.. for not 2 make me sad n disappointed.. my frien drew exactly how the smiling face looks like for me.. hehe.. n he took the photo of the moon 4 me too.. thanks ya my frien.. =) i do appreciate it..
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
' 双方面付出的爱情才会是完美的.. '
anyway.. happiness is most important.. =) so.. stay happy guys.. no matter wat happen.. there sure have the way 2 solve it.. i think so.. hehe.. but life still have 2 go on rite? wat to do? its called life.. when u r tired of everything.. just take a rest.. dun 4get 2 take a smile oso.. it will brighten ur day.. =)
Monday, November 24, 2008
watching tv 4 whole the day? i not really like 2 face on tv 4 whole the day..
go out wit cousin? duno where 2 go.. =.=
go shopping? dun have sale.. =(
sleep? eat? cant keeps eat n sleep.. later become pig.. hehe.. i dun 1 be fatty..
exercise? lazy jogging.. i want 2 go swimming o gym...... but cant.. =(
dating? dun have bf..
should i find a part time work? i dun think ppl will hire me.. hehe..
haiyoyo.. wat else i can do laa... i want 2 go genting.. i want 2 go beach.. there r many places i want 2 go.. but no one can bring me there.. =.= really duno wat can i do..
o ya.. i noe wat i did everyday.. chatting wit my sis n cousin.. n v talk bullshit.. hehe.. v jux like dreaming everyday.. but our dream will never come true.. haha.. TAKE ACTION gals...
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
yea.. finish my clubbing story d.. wanna 2 noe how was the prom nite? well i jux can say.. it is lame.. =.= but.. it worth.. cos can meet my classmate n my lecturer.. =) n i love them.. mayb tis is the last time i can hug them n give them the best wishes..
o ya.. i have 2 make smtg rite.. ppl who go clubbing is not bad k? but if someone wanna say me bad.. i cant do anything oso.. the most important thing is i enjoy my life.. i dun think i should explain 2 u.. ur thinking is out of my control.. everyone have their own life style.. so pls.. never ever interrupt my life.. i'm sry.. perhaps i had make u disappointed.. i'm not as perfect as u think.. but its me.. n i reli duno wat's the reason u being so angry o mayb sad.. so sry if i m hurting u.. i reli dun 1 bother about it.. n i reli hate a sentence tat u gave me.. ' wat u did in club.. its not only hurt my eye!..' wth.. clubbing is not a bad thing k.. jx 2 experience.. aizs.. watever la.. lazy 2 argue wit u.. dun 1 spoil my mood.. as i said.. ur thinking is out of my control..
yest i had experienced so many 1st time in my life.. haha.. 1st time went 4 prom nite.. 1st time went 4 clubbing.. =) i'm so happy.. =) =) =) ladies n gentleman.. pls help me 2 keep it as a secret lo.. thanks.. =)
Sunday, November 16, 2008
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
well.. guys do u noe wat time now? its 4.20a.m. .. =.= .. i cant sleep aaaa.. die die die..
2day i having dinner with my dear (lesbian partner).. she is the one who make me cant fall asleep (blaming her).. hehe.. act not la.. v went 4 dinner in aeon (kim gary).. i purposely went there just 2 company her le.. c.. how good m i.. hehe.. v talk a lots.. v can talk anything n crazy all over the time.. of course v noe each oth well.. =) back 2 the topic.. i had ordered 'yin yong HK style' which make me hyperactive.. my dear company me til 12smtg n my sis company me til 1smtg.. i hardly fall asleep.. but guess wat.. someone miss call me at 3smtg make me awake.. =( wei a.. i hardly fall asleep u stil wake me up!.. =( =( its okay la.. act i dun feel like sleeping oso.. having nightmare tis few day.. maybe too stress d.. n seriously.. my body become weaker from days to days.. easily fall sick.. haiz.. it is true 2 say tat SAM can kill ppl.. haha..
Someone pls make me sleep... i just want a good rest.. =(
Saturday, November 1, 2008
i'm so unlucky la.. my electronic dictionary spoil d.. =( cos i accidentally drop it.. n guess wat.. i send it 2 repair.. tat fella say need 2 takes around 3 weeks 2 repair.. haiz.. after 3 weeks my exam oso finish d laaaaaa.. all the vocab tat i save in dictionary.. gone.. haiz.. wat 2 do?.. i have 2 refer 2 my manual dictionary.. =(
Frankly speaking.. my heart beat is super fast now.. i really worry bout my exam..
okay.. Conclusion is Jocin have 2 study now.... =( bye bye guys... wish me good luck for 2mr.. =.= .. take care ya..
Saturday, October 25, 2008
my final.. 1 more week left.. =( my brain have so many stuff 2 think.. after finish sam where should i go??? there r not much choices 4 me 2 choose.. n seriously.. i still haven found the uni tat i satisfy wit.. haiz..
My brain going 2 burst aaaa.. someone bring me out wei!!! =( (act i oso cant go out.. going 2 exam d.. =( )
Friday, October 24, 2008
thank you, Pn. Mahani..
teacher.. thanks 4 teaching me.. i do appreciate the way u teach.. i have learnt a lot from you.. serious.. n i won 4get wat u had told us.. i will study hard.. =) i love u teacher..
thank you, Ms Phua..
miss phua, i will be very very miss the time v sampat.. hehe.. although ur teaching skills not so good(i'm sry teacher) but i do appreciate the time v chatting and laughing.. =) seriously u treat me very good.. duno y.. i can be very close wit u.. hehe.. anyway.. love u, teacher.. =)
thank you, Dr. Santha..
Dr. Santha, i very afraid of u.. u r very fierce.. =( but i noe tat u r very good as well.. jux the ways u teaching us are different.. i know tat teacher r act very care 4 us.. hehe.. thank you teacher..
thank you, Miss Param..
Miss Param.. u r jux like our grandmother.. keep nagging.. hehe.. but ur nagging is 4 our good rite? u wanna bring us 2 the top students.. thanks a lot teacher.. who ever result not so good u will pay more attention on them (e.g Jocin).. u teach me how 2 score how 2 revise.. i will never forget.. hehe.. so.. not 2 make teacher disappointed i will try my best.. =)
thank you, David wang..
I'm sry, sir.. 4 not paying attention in ur class.. i'm really sry about tat.. =( u treat us very very good.. but v seems like v always bully teaher.. =( act no.. i noe tat u r a good teacher.. hehe.. i won 4get tat song u sang 2 us.. hehe..
thank you, Mrs Yeap..
although u jux teaching us for 6 months.. but v r always miss u.. v like the way u teach.. =) thank you teacher..
thousand n thousand n thousand of thank you i would like 2 say it 2 all my dear teacher..
Thursday, October 23, 2008
headache aaaa... i cant sick!! 2mr is my last day 4 SAM d.. i have not much time to spend with all my dear frien d.. =(
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
- Who tagged you? Eva..
- What's the relationship between you and him/her? 8 years friends.. =)
- What do you think about him/her? she ar... she is so blur in everything.. hehe.. tat's y she always being bully by ppl.. hehe.. not really bully la.. jux like 2 play wit her.. @.@
- What kinda soul mate she/he needs (mentally and physically)? hor.. tis need 2 ask her la.. hehe..
- What kinda person you think he/she will ended up with (mentally and physically)? erm.. a person she love.. =)
- What kinda person she likes? of course her bf la.. hehe..
- Tag Six Victims
(no forcing ha..)
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
ATTENTION pls.. JOCIN is 17 years old d k? not a kid anymore la!!!
Friday, October 10, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
so, i can go through my life 4 my own..
i noe wat i need now..
i should have a target in my life..
a target tat i will try my very best 2 reach..
i should be happy everyday..
i dun 1 2 think something tat won come true..
i must be tough enough..
i want 2 be the HAPPY JOCIN..
STUDY HARD for final.........
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Friends.. remember to smile k? everything will be alright soon.. a brand new day is waiting 4 us.. ok la... i gtg d.. take care ya.. miss u guys.. :)
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Well, dun 1 recall d.. i should be happy now.. hehe.. feel so released now.. but den my room n living room is so messy.. full of my books.. my mum still asked me how come i can take all the book out.. hehe.. dun care d.. wait i free d onli clean up.. :)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
ok la.. sry guys, i have no time 2 blogging d.. i will update after my trial.. wait 4 me ya.. :) take care..
Sunday, September 14, 2008
2day.. they found their dog d.. yea.. i din owe them anything d.. n won feel guilty.. if they really so love their dog den dun let the dog run here n there la.. if not the ppl kena blame is us.. so unlucky got tis kind of cousin.. the worst is stay beside them.. haiz.. tat hurt will never disappear..
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
den after v reach station, i take out my touch n go.. v have 2 scan b4 go in.. den duno y my card cant function.. dun have tat "ti ti" sound.. i feel so weird den i put the card upside down.. but still the same.. after my cousin buy her ticket n she come across me.. i told her tat my card cant function.. guess wat? i took my student ID 4 scanning.. hehe.. sure la cannot.. me n cousin at there keeps laughing.. hehe.. i so blur la.. the funniest part is i put the card upside down without realising tat i take the wrong card.. hehe..
Thursday, August 28, 2008
o ya.. 2day is oso a blur blur day.. i 4get 2 bring my thumb drive.. having presentation 2day.. shit rite? cos wen i wake up n gonna switch on the light but who noe my house dun have electric.. haiz.. dun talk bout me 1st.. 2day qian 4get 2 bring her file 2 school.. n she msg me in the morning.. she said tat she like 4get bring her life 2 college.. hehe.. den i was like.. v having the same condition.. damn blur la.. n jocelyn 4get 2 bring her hp 2 college 2day.. hehe.. our disease is now getting serious..
ok la.. gonna rest d.. if not many pimples d.. good nite..
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
"Pls tel ur friends dun treat my friends like shit jux cos of me.. pls.. if u dun 1 me 2 have frien.. den fine.. jux dun treat them like tis.. pls.. i beg u.." tis is wat he send..
wat he mean? my frien? his frien? my frien din do anything.. y he think tat everyone jux like him so sensitive? v NEVER treat his frien badly cos of him!!!!!! NEVER!! excuse me.. dun be so childish k? wat dun 1 u 2 have frien? haiz.. i really speechless.. his thinking jux like GAL.. its ok he send me tis.. guess wat.. he act emo 2day n purposely dun mix wit frien.. purposely sit alone.. jux 2 show he he has no friend.. i really cant tahan anymore.. haiz.. damn angry everytime saw his msg..
i put so many effort on chem n study many times d.. i really hope i can do it very well in the test.. but.. I CANT FINISH MY CHEM.. summore the last part tat i leave is essay which is 8 marks.. shit.. 8 marks gone.. not i duno do tat ques.. jux dun have enough time 2 do.. arghh.. damn angry.. haiz.. i really feel disappointed to myself.. every test oso cant finish at time.. haiz.. i must study hard d.. trial is coming..
Saturday, August 23, 2008
but.. i dun mean 2 hurt ppl.. :( really sry if i hurt anyone.. hope u all dun mind.. i really not purposely 2 do so.. haiz.. its really hard 2 be a good person.. everything should be perfect..
Thursday, August 21, 2008
so guys, do u have any idea?
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
wanna c the pic v had taken? here you go..
yea.. this is Jin Wei's birthday cake.. how it looks like? tis cake is made by eva.. hehe.. erm.. the taste.. NOT BAD ba.. hehe..
well, tis is the pic v took 2gether.. From left, eva, me, jin wei, hui shien, khai wee..
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
Jocin: i think i wait 4 jocelyn..
sis: hey.. u taking my phone la! come in 1st la..
i standing outside the train 4 few min.. hehe.. guess wat.. everyone is get into the train.. but i still standing outside the train.. everyone in train were waiting 4 me 2 get in.. hehe.. so pai se.. den i faster get into the train.. sry a jocelyn.. cos din wait 4 u..
After half an hour.. i taking bus 2 my college.. i m not afraid of alone but wat i worry is how 2 cross the road.. i'm thinking " oh shit, so many car.. wen onli can cross?" luckily tat time got office gal wanna cross the road oso so i follow her.. hehe..
Den wen i reach college.. the guard wanna check my student ID.. wen i take out my wallet.. all my shilings falls.. omg.. damn xia sui.. summore beside the staircase is garden.. how can i found back my shilings? i think everyone was looked at me.. luckily tat time my frien called me.. den i ans the phone act like nothing happen.. hehe.. but.. my shilings.. after finish talk on phone i go near the garden there n saw my 20sen shilings.. den i jux take it n went 2 my class.. i not dare 2 find others shilings.. hehe.. so paise la..
yea.. 2day mayb is the last day i can enjoy myself.. cos after tis i have 2 concentrate study d.. jocelyn, sharon n me went 2 redbox n singing.. hehe.. unbelievable jocelyn will follow us go.. sharon is so so so happy.. 2day v really sing many songs n really enjoy it.. hehe.. but i dun like there de service.. i HATE those worker!! they r so action.. like v din pay 4 them.. shit u la.. "redbox sucks" (Jocelyn 2008) .. hehe.. but i saw smtg funny from them.. 1 of the action worker nearly fell down.. hehe.. cos he watlk at wet wet de place.. den nearly fell down in front of me n jocelyn.. hehe.. i jux cant tahan n laugh at him.. the best part is after he fell down he act like nothing happen.. hehe.. still wanna act cool? Anyway.. i really enjoy myself 2day.. hehe.. after singing i make a decision d.. but it is a secret.. hehe.. thanks sharon thanks jocelyn.. love ya..
Thursday, August 14, 2008
u ha.. so blur la.. keeps collides with things.. hehe.. ur leg got many "black green" d la.. leg swollen d still dun 1 massage it.. really cant tahan u.. let it be black black very nice a? dun la so scare pain.. nvm.. i wil help u massage 1.. hehe.. wanna c u scream.. next time pls concentrate when walking.. c.. leg so long 4 wat? so easy kena things.. hehe..
2day v realise tat our gang is so blur except sharon.. i think i not like them so blur.. hehe.. they (Qian and Jocelyn) always have many prb.. i.e. fall down, things drop n many many.. hehe..
i'm not a doll k? wen u angry den scold me.. after few min apologize 2 me.. wat tis all means? i ad say very clear d.. y cant u accept it? i'm sry.. i jux delete all ur msg.. sometimes dun even read it.. haiz.. i'm sry.. cos after reading ur msg i will get angry n hurt.. i ad told u dun msg me d.. i ad make everything clear d.. but den y u still cant understand? i even do stuff tat hurt u but u still act like nothing happen.. haiz.. i really duno wat 2 do d.. avoid ur cal, ur msg n u are stuff tat i do it everyday.. sometimes really fed up of it u noe.. i didnt stop u from loving me.. i jux hope u can keep distance with me.. dun send those geli msg 4 me.. its disgusting k? pls stop it!!!!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Saturday, August 9, 2008
haiz.. i'm sry.. i think i m not be able 2 forgive u.. u really really very annoying.. u destroy my mood.. i HATE u.. hey guys.. u noe wat ppl called me? a bitch, a hooker.. should i be happy wit tat? its hurt.. i should stay strong n not 2 tel my frien.. tis is wat u told me.. wat the hell u 1? fine.. perhaps i should say thanks 2 u.. cos u telling me all tis.. u PROTECT me.. ok.. i saw it.. the way u PROTECT me.. i really appreciate it.. so wat do u need now? ha? can i say i jux 1 2 break our relationship? i never wanted 2 have any relation wit u.. jux like i never meet u.. never noe u.. may i? i doubt so.. n i really fed up of ppl commenting on me.. i hate it k? does it relate wit u all? y so gossip? did u feel the pain which is the same as me? did u experience my condition? haiz.. how can u all jux simply say? its fine.. i hope i can ignore wat ppl say.. cos i noe wat am i doing now.. i din did anything wrong.. my frien trusted me.. haiz.. i jux hope everything can be stopped.. i really sad.. mayb no one can understand my feeling.. cos u all din experience my condition.. the way they treat me.. haiz.. i jux dun 1 2 voice out.. but i din voice out doesnt mean tat i dun care k? haiz.. how do u feel if ppl cal u a bitch o hooker? n guess wat.. ppl say my wearing got prb? haiz.. i din show any part of my body k? can u let me wear wat i 1? haiz.. its really very hating u noe.. wat i wear ppl oso wanted 2 say.. jocelyn, sharon, n all my dearest frien who saw wat i wear everyday.. did u feel my wearing got prb? jux tel the truth.. i never wear tube never wear spaghetti 2 college.. normally i wear shirt wit skirt o short.. izit got prb? haiz.. pls pls pls.. i beg u all.. let all tis stuff over k? jux stop here k? really enough d.. N pls la.. my frien din influence me.. they didnt.. they treat me very good.. if not them, i wil become crazy cos of u d.. haiz.. not their prb!!! dun say them!!! pls.. is u make me so suffer.. i jx 1 2 get out of ur world.. let me quit..
Thursday, August 7, 2008
2day inside the train i saw a special frien (a guy who wanted 2 noe jocelyn).. hehe.. i trying 2 make them talking n communicate wit each other but end up i talking with him.. swt la.. i really duno how 2 find topic 4 u both la.. i m sry lo.. haiz.. miss a chance d lo.. nvm.. next time i wil try again.. hehe.. hope the chance will coming soon..
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Jocelyn.. sry ya.. u are my best friend la.. really sry 4 not accompany u.. but sometimes there are some condition tat makes me duno wat 2 do.. hope u wil understand my condition.. mayb i m jux duno how 2 refuse ppl.. Im sry.. i really love u guys.. dun angry ya.. love u.. :D Oh ya.. i really appreciate our conversation 2day.. let me have a chance 2 explain my condition 2 u all.. hehe.. Thanks god.. FRIENDSHIP FOREVER..
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
Actually 2day i did a vy xia sui thing.. 2day a guy follow me from station 2 college.. v took bus mini which cost 80sen per person (with air-con).. when i took my wallet out i realise tat i dun hv shillings.. i jx have rm50.. Omg.. i so scare la.. cant 1 me 2 borrow money from tat guy rite? i duno wat 2 do.. jx take all the shillings out (60sen).. n hope tat bus uncle will accept it.. but.. guess wat? i no need 2 pay 4 the uncle.. u noe y? cos tat guy pay 4 me d.. hehe.. luckily.. if not i sure vy vy vy xia sui.. hehe.. thanks ya..
Sunday, August 3, 2008
haiz.. i really tired of everything la.. no1 wil und my feeling.. wt they do is correct n wat i do is wrong.. haiz.. well.. i jx accept it cos i dun 1 a small things make everyone argue.. n i m tired of explaining.. no point i explain to the person who cant und me rite? i rather he blame all the fault on me n hate me.. haiz.. jx let me go on wit my mew life can a? ha? pls.. y he 1 2 control my life? its my life k? i hv my right 2 do wat i 1.. pls pls pls.. let me choose the next step of my life on my own k? haiz.. nvm la.. i think he won und.. in their heart i m those stupid gal o mayb a cheap gal.. its really hurt wen they say tat bt i jx hv 2 accept it.. cos i really hope everything wil stop there.. its ok they say how bad am i.. bt the onli things i 1 is jx let me go.. i dun care how ppl say.. how ppl think of me.. i noe wat m i doing.. n i noe my frien wil always be there support me.. i really appreciate it.. they willing 2 hear my complaining n even help me a lots.. really feel sry 2 them.. cos of my prb make them vy fan.. im sry.. n thanks ya my best friends.. i really love u all vy much.. n oso the most important ppl who always by my side.. my dearest sis..