mummy's birthday..

happy birthday to my dearest mum.. i wish u 身体健康.. stay happy always and all the best in everything.. hehe..

o ya.. 2day is oso a blur blur day.. i 4get 2 bring my thumb drive.. having presentation 2day.. shit rite? cos wen i wake up n gonna switch on the light but who noe my house dun have electric.. haiz.. dun talk bout me 1st.. 2day qian 4get 2 bring her file 2 school.. n she msg me in the morning.. she said tat she like 4get bring her life 2 college.. hehe.. den i was like.. v having the same condition.. damn blur la.. n jocelyn 4get 2 bring her hp 2 college 2day.. hehe.. our disease is now getting serious..

ok la.. gonna rest d.. if not many pimples d.. good nite..

Sad + angry + disappointed...

2day, tat "A" send me a msg tat make me damn angry n hate it..
"Pls tel ur friends dun treat my friends like shit jux cos of me.. pls.. if u dun 1 me 2 have frien.. den fine.. jux dun treat them like tis.. pls.. i beg u.." tis is wat he send..
wat he mean? my frien? his frien? my frien din do anything.. y he think tat everyone jux like him so sensitive? v NEVER treat his frien badly cos of him!!!!!! NEVER!! excuse me.. dun be so childish k? wat dun 1 u 2 have frien? haiz.. i really speechless.. his thinking jux like GAL.. its ok he send me tis.. guess wat.. he act emo 2day n purposely dun mix wit frien.. purposely sit alone.. jux 2 show he he has no friend.. i really cant tahan anymore.. haiz.. damn angry everytime saw his msg..

i put so many effort on chem n study many times d.. i really hope i can do it very well in the test.. but.. I CANT FINISH MY CHEM.. summore the last part tat i leave is essay which is 8 marks.. shit.. 8 marks gone.. not i duno do tat ques.. jux dun have enough time 2 do.. arghh.. damn angry.. haiz.. i really feel disappointed to myself.. every test oso cant finish at time.. haiz.. i must study hard d.. trial is coming..

how 2 talk???

izit the way i talking will easily hurt ppl? if so den really sry 4 those ppl i had hurted them.. my parent said tat i m too straight forward.. so sometimes will say smtg tat hurt ppl without realising.. izit? i talk without thinking? i duno la.. i never mean 2 hurt anyone.. mayb some ppl who r too sensitive will take it serious.. i jux like 2 joke wit frien.. have fun with them.. and i can talk everything with them.. when i m crazy (keep launghing) , i will talk rubbish and i enjoy tat moment.. hehe..
but.. i dun mean 2 hurt ppl.. :( really sry if i hurt anyone.. hope u all dun mind.. i really not purposely 2 do so.. haiz.. its really hard 2 be a good person.. everything should be perfect..

how 2 comfort ppl????

how u comfort ppl wen they r sad? haiz.. i really duno la.. really make me headache.. i duno wat tat person need.. i m so happy tat they will told me wen they r sad but den... i duno how 2 comfort them.. haiz.. say those auntie word? do u think it works? i dun think so.. wen a person sad wat they need most?? haiz.. really hope tat they can jux tell me wat can i help.. den i sure will do it 4 them if i able 2 do so.. i dun 1 ppl around me not happy.. its so suffer 2 c ur Friend sad but u cant do anything.. rite? i really hope they will always happy.. haiz.. but wat can i do?
so guys, do u have any idea?

Happy birthday to u..

Happy birthday 2 u (Jin Wei) ya.. hope all ur dreams come true and all the best.. hehe.. u remind me tat v r 18 d.. jux like unbelieveable.. hehe.. time pass damn fast la.. erm.. 2day u should be happy n enjoy 1.. but too bad.. u have 2 do ur homework.. u look so busy.. hehe.. pity u.. anyway.. hope v can bring happiness 4 u.. n hope u wil remember ur 18 birthday is celebrate with us lo.. hehe.. happy birthdya ya.. 20082008 :D


wanna c the pic v had taken? here you go..






yea.. this is Jin Wei's birthday cake.. how it looks like? tis cake is made by eva.. hehe.. erm.. the taste.. NOT BAD ba.. hehe..









well, tis is the pic v took 2gether.. From left, eva, me, jin wei, hui shien, khai wee..

Damn angry..

haiz.. 2day is a bad day 4 me.. feel so frustrated.. my com spoil d.. cant concentrate study.. time pass so fast my holiday wanna finish d.. suddenly.. so many stuff 2 worry.. make me very unhappy.. i reli worry bout my studies.. my chances 2 be pharmacist is very very tiny.. in class, i 'm not the top student but can consider as the worst student.. so how can i get the chances 2 enter universiti tat i want? haiz.. headache.. i dun 1 wasted my dad 20 thousand on SAM.. i reli hope i can study hard..

Love..

duno y.. suddenly had inspiration to create a love poem which is so true 4 me..

" 爱，是一个很奇妙的东西..
它总是来得太快，快到让人不知所措..
当你选择放弃，它却在你的身旁..
当你想要拥有，它却再度的让你失望..
当你对它有所期待，它却让你失去信心..

爱，真叫人心烦...
它总是很矛盾...
有时不知如何去对它...
或许，
让它自然的发生，自然的消失吧...
或许，
你的答案就藏在你的心里吧...

所以，
你的选择是？
记得要用真诚的心对待自己.... "