I hate SARCASTIC...

i reli hate those ppl who being sarcastic.. i really cant stand wit it la.. tat's the prb i cant communicate wit u all.. since u r my relative so i trying hard 2 be close n talk wit u all but...... ur words are hurting n offensive.. if got anything not satisfied wit, just speak out la wei.. wat 4 being sarcastic.. aizs.. watever la.. for sure.. i will respect u all.. so.. i noe wat should i do.. i will just keep quiet.. but doesn't means tat i'm action.. i jux dun like the way u all talk.. really offensive.. it will end up wit more n more hating onli.. although few months never meet u all d.. but the way u all treat me like shit.. its still the same.. never change.. i cant feel the happiness when spending time wit u all.. jux will end up getting angry onli.. i duno y.. maybe our channel is different.. =.= i'm so sry..

Believe it..

' 勉强的爱情是不会有幸福的.. '

' 双方面付出的爱情才会是完美的.. '

anyway.. happiness is most important.. =) so.. stay happy guys.. no matter wat happen.. there sure have the way 2 solve it.. i think so.. hehe.. but life still have 2 go on rite? wat to do? its called life.. when u r tired of everything.. just take a rest.. dun 4get 2 take a smile oso.. it will brighten ur day.. =)

Holidays..

holiday very boring a.. duno wat 2 do..
watching tv 4 whole the day? i not really like 2 face on tv 4 whole the day..
go out wit cousin? duno where 2 go.. =.=
go shopping? dun have sale.. =(
sleep? eat? cant keeps eat n sleep.. later become pig.. hehe.. i dun 1 be fatty..
exercise? lazy jogging.. i want 2 go swimming o gym...... but cant.. =(
dating? dun have bf..
should i find a part time work? i dun think ppl will hire me.. hehe..
haiyoyo.. wat else i can do laa... i want 2 go genting.. i want 2 go beach.. there r many places i want 2 go.. but no one can bring me there.. =.= really duno wat can i do..
o ya.. i noe wat i did everyday.. chatting wit my sis n cousin.. n v talk bullshit.. hehe.. v jux like dreaming everyday.. but our dream will never come true.. haha.. TAKE ACTION gals...

Perhaps love..

~ editted by Jocin =)

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editted by Jocin =)

my birthday..

thanks 4 everyone who wish me.. =) but.. seriously i dint enjoy my bday.. i having breakfast wit family.. then... noon my cousin n i bake cheese cake 2gather.. i'm so unlucky.. parent go 4 dinner.. so cant cele wit me.. nvm la.. they say postpone.. =) erm.. reli wanna thanks 2 my cousin.. love u guys.. haha.. they accompany me 4 whole the day.. summore wanna bring me 4 a movie.. but i reli had no mood.. so sry.. den v went 2 mcd eat.. hehe.. i love fries.. yummy yummy.. satisfy.. =) oh ya.. v sure have the chance 2 go there.. dun worry.. as my daddy say go wet go wet.. but must reach home b4 1am rite.. haha.. n reli sry 2 someone.. i'm so frustrated yest.. cos of smtg smtg.. =.= but he is trying 2 make me happy.. hehe.. tis is the best bday present u gave me.. thanks.. =)

special le.. tis is my bday cake editted by my dear frien, lee yan.. haha.. thanks gal.. =)

The very 1st time in my life..

i went 4 clubbing yest.. yea.. u r rite.. dun suspect.. is clubbing.. haha.. plus.. it is free.. a great chance 4 me 2 go.. i have no reason 2 reject it rite.. haha.. come on.. i going 2 reach 18 d wei.. i m big gal d.. =) u noe wat.. i went 4 clubbing cos my mood not good.. n it reli cheer me up.. so it is a good place 2 go.. haha.. wen i step into the club.. the music make me feel like dancing.. i have no idea how 2 dance.. but jux dance.. who care?! the most important thing is i enjoy it.. haha.. but.... good thing will never stay long.. my dear friends are going 2 leave me.. v dance 4 a while onli.. =( nvm la.. next time surely gt chance 1.. act no need 2 dance oso can feel the excited-ness d.. cos is my 1st time 2 go clubbing.. haha.. dun worry guys (especially 2 my dear).. i noe how 2 control myself.. trust me.. i jux drink a bit bit n jux dance a bit bit onli.. hehe.. yea.. i will addicted wit it but i noe there is a limit 4 me.. hehe.. so no worries dear.. =) o ya.. n i noe many friends there.. my frien keeps introduce leng chai 4 me.. hehe.. not bad la.. still can noe leng chai.. haha.. but.. i should say sry 2 a person.. cos i promise him wanna dance wit him d but i dint.. im sry.. =( not i heartless.. i reli wanna dance wit u all but my leg damn pain.. tat high heel fault.. nvm.. owe u all 1st.. i will pay back if there is a chance 2 do so.. haha..

yea.. finish my clubbing story d.. wanna 2 noe how was the prom nite? well i jux can say.. it is lame.. =.= but.. it worth.. cos can meet my classmate n my lecturer.. =) n i love them.. mayb tis is the last time i can hug them n give them the best wishes..

o ya.. i have 2 make smtg rite.. ppl who go clubbing is not bad k? but if someone wanna say me bad.. i cant do anything oso.. the most important thing is i enjoy my life.. i dun think i should explain 2 u.. ur thinking is out of my control.. everyone have their own life style.. so pls.. never ever interrupt my life.. i'm sry.. perhaps i had make u disappointed.. i'm not as perfect as u think.. but its me.. n i reli duno wat's the reason u being so angry o mayb sad.. so sry if i m hurting u.. i reli dun 1 bother about it.. n i reli hate a sentence tat u gave me.. ' wat u did in club.. its not only hurt my eye!..' wth.. clubbing is not a bad thing k.. jx 2 experience.. aizs.. watever la.. lazy 2 argue wit u.. dun 1 spoil my mood.. as i said.. ur thinking is out of my control..

yest i had experienced so many 1st time in my life.. haha.. 1st time went 4 prom nite.. 1st time went 4 clubbing.. =) i'm so happy.. =) =) =) ladies n gentleman.. pls help me 2 keep it as a secret lo.. thanks.. =)

说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着
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情绪莫名的拉扯
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假装没事了
时间过了
走了 爱情面临选择
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一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
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说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了
走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐 你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得 你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Merdeka!!! =)

Yeah.. i finished my exam!!..... happy? not really.. unhappy? not really.. =.= .. duno wat's my feeling now.. whatever la.. suppose 2 be happy.. hehe.. =)
well.. guys do u noe wat time now? its 4.20a.m. .. =.= .. i cant sleep aaaa.. die die die..
2day i having dinner with my dear (lesbian partner).. she is the one who make me cant fall asleep (blaming her).. hehe.. act not la.. v went 4 dinner in aeon (kim gary).. i purposely went there just 2 company her le.. c.. how good m i.. hehe.. v talk a lots.. v can talk anything n crazy all over the time.. of course v noe each oth well.. =) back 2 the topic.. i had ordered 'yin yong HK style' which make me hyperactive.. my dear company me til 12smtg n my sis company me til 1smtg.. i hardly fall asleep.. but guess wat.. someone miss call me at 3smtg make me awake.. =( wei a.. i hardly fall asleep u stil wake me up!.. =( =( its okay la.. act i dun feel like sleeping oso.. having nightmare tis few day.. maybe too stress d.. n seriously.. my body become weaker from days to days.. easily fall sick.. haiz.. it is true 2 say tat SAM can kill ppl.. haha..
Someone pls make me sleep... i just want a good rest.. =(

Relax??

After having breakfast wit my family, my daddy say tat i cant study 2day.. suppose 2 relax n refresh my mind.. hehe.. so i think i going 2 refer back my eng exercise 4 2day.. n take a rest.. =) but den stay at home how 2 relax o? c tat study table full of books.. headache.. summore my daddy is sick.. so jux can stay at home.. no choice.. =(


i'm so unlucky la.. my electronic dictionary spoil d.. =( cos i accidentally drop it.. n guess wat.. i send it 2 repair.. tat fella say need 2 takes around 3 weeks 2 repair.. haiz.. after 3 weeks my exam oso finish d laaaaaa.. all the vocab tat i save in dictionary.. gone.. haiz.. wat 2 do?.. i have 2 refer 2 my manual dictionary.. =(

Frankly speaking.. my heart beat is super fast now.. i really worry bout my exam..

Countdown for Final....

Omg.. few hours left i will be sitting in the bloody cold mph.. scary man.. 1 weeks times flies...... =( damn fast le... unbelievable i going 2 face my exam.. jux like everything is not ready yet.. aaaaa...... guess wat.. nowadays i m freaking afraid of study.. wen i think of study i will scare.. duno y la.. maybe this week spend most of my time on studies ( except tat day gossiping wit tat gossip queen (EVA).. haha..) ... even tis morning wen i awake, i was forcing myself 2 sleep again.. cos i m anti-study now.. =( cant like tis la.. i have 2 face the reality.. STUDY STUDY STUDY.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz..
okay.. Conclusion is Jocin have 2 study now.... =( bye bye guys... wish me good luck for 2mr.. =.= .. take care ya..